I’ve gotten to a point where there is so much I want to write, so much I want to express, that somehow welding all of these thoughts into some cohesive yet barely meaningful blog post is virtually impossible.
So I’m not really going to try. My fingers are just going to move for a while.
I’m in the midst of a creative renaissance, yet my one legitimate shot at using whatever skill I have professionally (at least for now) is gone. This was expected, but still a little bit of a downer. I have a lot of projects on my plate right now, and I’m even doing some further exploration during my “down time” (I can’t get enough of the world 3-D modeling and its infinite possibilities, even at just the demo level…perhaps associated with my PIXAR addiction…). I’m very nearly done with a unique Seesalt promotional video– definitely unlike any we’ve ever done– and I’ve spent an exhausting two days throwing it together, driven by the opportunity to actually create rather than just quilt together redundant highlight video shots. I have roughly five more videos to get done before Chillipepper next Friday, I’m frankly worried that I won’t have the same excited drive to pull me through those. But pull through I must.
I just typed a long paragraph on the the dichotomy between the creative work that drives me and the more-prevalent, busy work that is somewhat soul-crushing. Then I deleted it. Keep moving, fingers.
So, seminary. Why? Sometimes it feels like I’m going just because I don’t know where else to go. Other times I feel that this is a confirmed calling and a real opportunity. I’m hoping for a bit more revelation and guidance than that, and soon. I don’t want to not go and realize I missed a great chance to dive deeper into something I already find very fulfilling. However, I also don’t want to get there and realize that I wasn’t ready to dive that deep, or that often. I know that I’m passionate about theological education. Theological education, in this “Christian nation” is lousy. No, make that Lousy. That’s right: capital-L and italics. If I have the opportunity to spend the rest of my life encouraging students/people to think very seriously about matters of faith, religion, and theology, I would be very grateful. I just don’t know yet if graduate school and eventually the classroom is where I’m supposed to do that. I probably will never know for sure. But I do know that I want to do something.
Jake Delhomme played lousily on Saturday. I’m normally in your camp, Jake, but I have to call it like I see it.
At the McAfee preview weekend, one of the topics that my peer/faculty panel discussed was the blurring of divisions and the elimination of labels. ”Liberal Christian” and “Conservative Christian” (or just “Liberal” and “Conservative”) simply don’t work anymore, and they never should have. A person cannot be defined by our perception of where they may fall on some theological or political spectrum. It’s an excuse to not get to know someone for what they really think (about any matter; not just, say, homosexuality). I could rant so much more about this, and I may one day, but for now I simply ask: do your best to never use these labels in your everyday conversation. I still find myself doing it, just because it’s easy. But it doesn’t help.
The first one hundred pages or so of Rob Bell’s Jesus Wants to Save Christians are very interesting. I don’t know about the other pages yet. Some may call it revisionist history, but I at least applaud Bell for refusing to accept Sunday School interpretations of the Hebrew Bible/Old Testament, recognizing that Solomon was an utter failure as a King, for example (he then goes on to claim that Jesus fits the bill as the “true” son of David). It’s definitely thought-provoking. American Nationalists may want to steer clear, though.
Actually, go ahead and read it.
Also (completely unrelated), go to www.capacity.tv and check out the new branding job that Capacity did for Cartoon Network. The Capacity folks are truly, truly, truly talented motion designers, and if you watch TV, you’ve undoubtedly seen a ton of their stuff (NBC, NFL Network, and about a dozen other stations). I first found out about Capacity when they were profiled in an old issue of Relevant Magazine, and have kept an eye on them since. On their website, be sure to check out “Planted,” an animated short based on the Parable of the Sower. It’s neat stuff.
If you made it this far, you are a patient, patient person.
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